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Lately one question is starting to eat me alive: why? why can't I save them all...? The day will come, I know it, when this question is going to tear me apart. The day when the guilt is going to simply drive me insane.
Which one to save, which one to leave behind? Which one to love more than the other? Which life is worth living? It's draining me, for 12 years now I've been trying to save as many dogs as one person can save and slowly but surely I am getting close to the limit. The emotional limit that is... Why can't people just take on the fucking responsability they have when they decide to share their life with an animal? It is a living being, it has feelings, it has a soul. Yeah, you who abandon this creature, you don't see it breaking. Right in front of you. You are not the one whith sleepless nights anymore, you don't comfort, you don't share the pain you have caused. You are not the one who has to helplessly watch. You passed on the responsability, out of sight out of mind. How can you let your best friend down? You swore a silent oath, how dare you break it! I am so disgusted by you, you mindless, heartless human beings. When things get uncomfortable you run, you leave your best friend behind because-because what? It is easy. Easy for YOU. Love means work, it means compromises it often is a hard way, a struggle. 
If you leave your animal behind it means just one thing: you don't know what love is. You are not compassionate. You can try to talk yourself into the opposite but we both know: it is not true. 

Sorry for this but right now my heart is bleeding once again, nothing bad happened it is just... I don't understand... How can you...? 


Artist | Professional | Digital Art
I am:
-older than you
-smoker -__-"
-addicted to tea
-always right
-most often hungry
-total anatomy-jerk oo"
-born without a sense for directions or the gift to find simple places without getting lost.....*I got a navi now, it does make my life easyer xD* okay, edit: I lost my navi...
-never satisfied with what I do
-the human form of a supernova <3
-passionate Artist
-not taking myself serious too often :3

k, enough =P
Commissions from time to time
I do NOT take requests
I do NOT do trades
You may NOT EVER take my art and repost it as yours, you may not edit my art and repost it and you may not use commissioned pieces for anything!

Current Residence: Germany
deviantWEAR sizing preference: gawsh, don't ask a lady things like that!
Print preference: hyper XXL :3
Favourite genre of music: metal, classic, charts, ach I don't rly know
Favourite style of art: realism, but I also love comic styles^^
Operating System: OS X
MP3 player of choice: now what do you mean...?
Favourite cartoon character: the little pig from ranma xD
Personal Quote: when life gives you lemons-freeze them and throw them at those who make your life hard


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bestiaferus Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2016
Happy Birthday. And you must to know - you are cool.
bestiaferus Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2016
Happy Birthday :З
Eraili Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015
Alles Gute zum Geburtstag Baumwolle :heart:
Hoffe du hast einen wunderschönen Tag :hug:
MidnightsBloom Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday!
Twins72 Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
alles gute zum burzeltag :party:
Dark-Arctic-Fox Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015  Student Photographer
May your birthday and every day be filled with the warmth of sunshine, the happiness of smiles, the sounds of laughter, the feeling of love and the sharing of good cheer!

2013.07.09 - Comm Dark Arctic Fox by GaelicKitsune by Dark-Arctic-Fox      
Praevius Epic Face by Dark-Arctic-Fox  Happy birthday!
Eraili Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2015
:heart: Ich hoffe es geht dir gut <33
WhiteGoldInk Featured By Owner May 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
:star: Hello! You seem to enjoy wolves and wings! :star:

    Would you be interested in joining my group? :floating: 

                    :rose: :iconwinged-wolves101: :rose:

:bulletblue: Feel free to ignore this message if you are not interested ;D :bulletblue:
Dark-Arctic-Fox Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Student Photographer
I hope beauty chases you while you chase it, and that wonder and majesty leave your quest for glory very successful.  
I hope you find many fun things to do, many wonderful sights to see, and many extraordinary people with whom to interact in positive ways.  
May the unexpected always turn out to be good.  
I hope this year is one of successful efforts to improve, new friendships made, old friendships renewed, and may you and those you love have a wonderful ride together around the sun in the year beginning with this day - HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW 2015 YEAR! by Dark-Arctic-Fox  
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