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Lately one question is starting to eat me alive: why? why can't I save them all...? The day will come, I know it, when this question is going to tear me apart. The day when the guilt is going to simply drive me insane.
Which one to save, which one to leave behind? Which one to love more than the other? Which life is worth living? It's draining me, for 12 years now I've been trying to save as many dogs as one person can save and slowly but surely I am getting close to the limit. The emotional limit that is... Why can't people just take on the fucking responsability they have when they decide to share their life with an animal? It is a living being, it has feelings, it has a soul. Yeah, you who abandon this creature, you don't see it breaking. Right in front of you. You are not the one whith sleepless nights anymore, you don't comfort, you don't share the pain you have caused. You are not the one who has to helplessly watch. You passed on the responsability, out of sight out of mind. How can you let your best friend down? You swore a silent oath, how dare you break it! I am so disgusted by you, you mindless, heartless human beings. When things get uncomfortable you run, you leave your best friend behind because-because what? It is easy. Easy for YOU. Love means work, it means compromises it often is a hard way, a struggle. 
If you leave your animal behind it means just one thing: you don't know what love is. You are not compassionate. You can try to talk yourself into the opposite but we both know: it is not true. 

Sorry for this but right now my heart is bleeding once again, nothing bad happened it is just... I don't understand... How can you...? 
Tiny doggy- sort of :'D by cottondragon
Tiny doggy- sort of :'D
Well, looks like I fell in love- once again :) His name is Karl, in summer he'll be in our shelter for two years so it's time for him to move- move straight into my house ;D The only tiny problem I still have is... the boy is a little bit...ahm...big... 90cm (35,4 inches) from ground to shoulder with 64kg (141 pounds). The fact that he is a Kangal and therefore pretty protective doesn't make it the slightest bit easier buuuuut... he is soooo cute ;_; totally adorable <3 If everything goes the way it should then he is mine by june'ish ^__^
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Lately one question is starting to eat me alive: why? why can't I save them all...? The day will come, I know it, when this question is going to tear me apart. The day when the guilt is going to simply drive me insane.
Which one to save, which one to leave behind? Which one to love more than the other? Which life is worth living? It's draining me, for 12 years now I've been trying to save as many dogs as one person can save and slowly but surely I am getting close to the limit. The emotional limit that is... Why can't people just take on the fucking responsability they have when they decide to share their life with an animal? It is a living being, it has feelings, it has a soul. Yeah, you who abandon this creature, you don't see it breaking. Right in front of you. You are not the one whith sleepless nights anymore, you don't comfort, you don't share the pain you have caused. You are not the one who has to helplessly watch. You passed on the responsability, out of sight out of mind. How can you let your best friend down? You swore a silent oath, how dare you break it! I am so disgusted by you, you mindless, heartless human beings. When things get uncomfortable you run, you leave your best friend behind because-because what? It is easy. Easy for YOU. Love means work, it means compromises it often is a hard way, a struggle. 
If you leave your animal behind it means just one thing: you don't know what love is. You are not compassionate. You can try to talk yourself into the opposite but we both know: it is not true. 

Sorry for this but right now my heart is bleeding once again, nothing bad happened it is just... I don't understand... How can you...? 

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Natalie
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
Germany
I am:
-older than you
-smoker -__-"
-addicted to tea
-always right
-dog-freak
-most often hungry
-total anatomy-jerk oo"
-messy...
-born without a sense for directions or the gift to find simple places without getting lost.....*I got a navi now, it does make my life easyer xD* okay, edit: I lost my navi...
-never satisfied with what I do
-the human form of a supernova <3
-schizophrenic
-passionate Artist
-brainless...
-not taking myself serious too often :3


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Commissions from time to time
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You may NOT EVER take my art and repost it as yours, you may not edit my art and repost it and you may not use commissioned pieces for anything!

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Favourite genre of music: metal, classic, charts, ach I don't rly know
Favourite style of art: realism, but I also love comic styles^^
Operating System: OS X
MP3 player of choice: now what do you mean...?
Favourite cartoon character: the little pig from ranma xD
Personal Quote: when life gives you lemons-freeze them and throw them at those who make your life hard
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Merry Christmas!
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Happy birthday, friend! Hope you have a great day :D
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happy birthday! :)
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Happy birthday!
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Hope you have a wonderful day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely of love from your friends and family!
I wish you only the positive impressions of this year!

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mew2010 Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Alles Gute!! :D
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Eraili Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Alles Gute zum Geburtstag Baumwolle :hug:
Ich hoffe dass du einen wunderschönen Tag hast :heart: Ob du jetz auch dA wieder mal vorbei schaust oder nicht ^^
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